Chapter One They say you're not supposed to remember everything if you were drunk. But Prince
William remembered. He remembered the hard rubber of the steering wheel under his arm as his hand gripped the top. The body
heat and scent of sweat from six of his friends crammed in the mini-car. He remembered the slow song on the radio and remembered
how they had managed to headbang to it out of rhythm. Singing, laughing, yelling... till there was no rhythm at all.
He remembered the sour taste of liquor in his mouth, someone was still passing around a flask in the back of the car. He faintly
remembered the party in the house they were about to leave. William looked in the rearview mirror and turned his head to look
over his shoulder to see if anyone was behind them. The view was a bit obstructed by arms, shoulders, and grinning heads having
a good time. He slowly eased out of the parking space. "Wills, crank it up!" someone called. The rest howled in approval. William
bent over to turn up the radio volume and proceeded to back up. The thump as the car hit something. A girl's laugh was
heard, thinking it was hilarious. A serious male voice. "William... I think you may have hit someone." Blood drained
from the prince's face in an instantly sobering moment. He could feel cold sweat droplets, icicles, on his neck. William immediately
turned off the engine, the rough edge of the metal keys dug into his hand. He remembered thinking that the sound the keys
made reminded him of the jangle of a sixties song. The group met him outside of car. The form seemed inhuman at first.
A hump; like a full grabage bag someone left behind on a curb to be picked up. Someone burped. Someone hiccupped. The girl
that had that uncontrollable giggle was muffled by her boyfriend's hand and dragged to the back of the crowd that was forming. "Look
at all that blood." William bent over the young male body. A pale, British face with red rivers of blood streaming over
it. When William looked up, all he saw were faces of shock and disbelief. No face that could tell him what to do. His friend,
Nicholas Hillsbury, bent over with him and placed his fingers on the boy's neck to feel a pulse. "I'm calling an ambulance,"
he told Wills. William nodded in automation. His stomach churned as he suddenly felt alone. The only one near the ground
with the motionless boy. The boy's arm lay limply across his lower torso. William's hands acted on their own accord. They loosened
his tie and brought the expensive cloth to his own lips. William began wiping away the blood. When he was finished, the
face of his brother, Harry Windsor, was underneath.
* * *
Three of them were making jokes over the kitchen table after finishing bowls of coffee ice-cream. Kristin
Roberts caught the lovesick look in Camilla's eyes as she laughed, caressing her neck, her gaze focusing on Charles. Charles
was more subdued, doing his best to diplomatically treat both females of his audience as equals but every once in a while
his eyes would rest on Camilla and stay there. He wore the same enamoured expression. "Kris, why do you come here so often?"
Charles demanded, mock-sternly. Kristin grinned. "I'm in love with Harry I suppose." Charles eyebrows went up. "You
suppose?!" Kristin took the bowls and washed them in the sink. "Why in so early tonight?" Charles asked Harry's friend
as he kissed Camilla's hand and clasped it between his two. Camilla blushed, leaning closer to the man she loved. At
the memory of the loud, cramped, house, Kristin wrinkled her nose. She shrugged. "Didn't feel like staying." She took a towel
and dried the bowls. "Are Tom and Laura still at the party?" Camilla asked with parental concern that never went away. Kritin
stretched her small frame to place the bowls in the high cupboard. "I suppose so. Tom was with Hans and Eddie. He might be
going with them later. Didn't they have a trip to France planned? Laura was with Jax. The party seems like it'll be on of
those all nighter types." Camilla laughed. "It sounds like fun. You should've stayed." Kristin came back. "In other
words --" She placed her head between them. She looked at one and then the other. " -- you two want to be alone." She winked. The
two adults smiled at each other. "Go ahead." Kristin threw her hands up. "Go up. Do what grown-ups do." She plopped herself
comfortably on the couch. "I won't bother you." She channel surfed. Charles and Camilla made their way up the stairs talking
in soft, intimate whispers. Left to herself, Kristin looked at the clock hanging on the wall and checked her watch. She
ran her fingers indifferently through her hair. Harry would be home soon. William... who knew? The news came on.
* *
*
Kristin burst in when Charles had his hand on Camilla's shoulder. He looked up. "Wha--" The
girl came to the bed on rushed, wobbly, legs. "I'm sorry Charles, you have to see this." Kristin sniffled through a runny
nose, her voice scratchy. She turned on the television set. She pried the two away from each other and sat herself down. "Just
look!" Even in the dark Charles saw the girl's eyes were red. The picture of stretcher being boisted into the back of
the ambulance was shown on the colored screen. Charles and Camilla looked at Kristin questioningly. She waved unspeakingly
to the set, for them to continue watching. The screen cut to the trembling features of Prince William. He had a set of
keys in one hand, the prince emblem keychain flickering, and his bloodsoaked tie on the other. He looked up and the media
audience saw the terror in his eyes as the camera was shoved into his face. He shielded his face palm upward, like Dracula
from sunlight. Microphones jabbed at him from every angle. "Your Highness, can you tell us what happened?" Three friends
hurriedly escorted the prince away. "Hey watch it!" a body stepped in between the prince and the camera. A palm was placed
protectively over the lens. "Yeah? Or else what?" the camera guy taunted. The boy took his hand off the lens and slugged
at the camera's side. The camera swung away, then shook epileptically, and was now pointing to the smog-filled starry sky. The
screen cut to the news anchor. She blinked, caught off guard. She starightened her hair. "Though details are unknown about
this terrible accident, officials have informed us that Prince Harry is alive, though his condition is deemed critical. Right
now, he is being taken to the nearest hospital, London Medical, where he will be receiving the best of care--" Charles
picked up the phone.
Chapter Two William's hand was shaking as he leaned over the counter to fill out the medical
form. Concentrate on what you have to do. Just concentrate on what you have to do, Wills told himself.
Name: HRH Prince
Henry Charles Albert David Mountbatten-Windsor DOB: 9/15/1982 Father: HRH Prince Charles Philip Arthur George Mountbatten-
Windsor Mother: Diana Spencer (deceased) Brothers/sisters:
His right hand was holding his left hand steady. His
right hand held the pen like a dagger. Despite his best efforts, the large print was slowly becoming intelligible chicken
scratches. The receptionist slipped a piece of paper under his nose. "Can I have your autograph?" it asked. William
raised her eyes to look at her. He fought the urge to slap her smiling, hopeful face. Nicholas came up behind him. "Wills,
sit down. I'll take care of this." William nodded his thanks and sat on a chair. His elbows dug into his upper thigh as
he held his face in his hands. "Wills..." Nicholas called softly, approaching. "Healthcare card?" Automatically, William
reached for his wallet. He stopped himself in time. "Harry should have it on him..." his voice was on the danger of cracking. "All
right." Nicholas forced William to look him in the eye. "I'll get it." He went to the nurses' desk. "Where can I get the patient's
belongings? Wallet? Clothes?" The nurse cast a sympathetic glance at the prince. "Yes. I'll try and get them for you
right away." Someone came up to Wills. "Would you like me to get you a cup of coffee, Your Highness?" William looked
into the lady's concerned expression. "No. It's all right." He moved to a corner and kept to himself. He hid behind a compuer
magazine that he wasn't reading. The last thing he needed was a friendly face and a sympathetic ear who tomorrow would turn
out to be a reporter.
* *
*
Camilla had gone home, agreeing with Charles' suggestion. Kristin looked at Charles who shared
the silent ride with her to the hospital. She remembered the party:
From the loft she saw the four boys in a circle
raising their glasses up in a toast. The glasses swung left and right like an Irish drinking song. "On top of spaghetti,"
one of them started. "All covered with cheese..." His friend slung his arm around his shoulder and joined in. "I lost my
poor meatball..." A third person, "When somebody sneezed! " All of them: "Achoo! (laugh)." William grinned, "It rolled
off the table, and onto the floor, it rolled through the kitchen and ooout the door!" The first again, "It went to the
garden..." The second: "... and into a bush..." The third, "...and now my poor meatbaaaall..." All for of them barked,
"Is nothing but mush!" They raised the tumblers to their lips and downed the glasses at the same speed. The sound
of "ahhh!" wafted through the group and more laughter. Kristin rolled her eyes. Yep, you really wanna walk down the wedding
aisle with Wills after THAT performance! She prepared to leave. She jogged down the stairs and squeezed through smooching
couples to get to the door. "You're going?" Harry asked, separating himself from his group. Kristin looked back. Regret
etched itself on Harry's features. He had been the one to invite her. "You know this isn't me, Harry," Kristin told him.
She jutted her chin to where Wills was the center of attention. Harry nodded. If she couldn't be friends with his friends...
did that mean they couldn't be friends? "Wills has a had a bit too much, huh?" Harry observed, embarrassed as if Kristin had
caught him being drunk. William bumped into someone and was shoved forward. Half the contents of his glass spilled onto
the floor. "A sober man wouldn't waste good liquor like that." There was no reason to force her to stay. "I'll see you
at my house," Harry said. Someone called his name and he waved that he'd join them later. Kristin hugged Harry farewell.
"Take care of your brother." "Mmmmm," Harry mumbled. He waggled his fingers in a good-bye, watching her go. On her way
out the door, Kristin stepped in a puddle of vomit.
* *
*
William held the handicapped railing and vomited into the toilet. "Gahhhh!" he screamed, the sound
cleansing his throat. He coughed and spit. He gripped the railing again and waited. It came and was over. It came again and
took a bit longer to be over the second time. When he was through, he collected water from the sink, drank from his hand,
cleaned his mouth and spit back into the toilet. He wiped his hands with a paper towel and flushed everything. The walls
of the small room appeared to be closing in on him. He walked slowly and braced himself against the hard, porcelain edge
of the sink. He spashed water on his face. In the mirror, the boy that looked back at him seemed like someone else. The frame
of his hair was edged with sweat. His cheeks and nose were flamed red from the effects of liquor. His shirt was wrinkled and
had three buttons open. Now, the seams were wet as well and aligned with yellow from when he couldn't aim at the bowl properly.
The boys eyes stared vacantly. William stared back. First thought: this is a tabloid picture to covet. Second thought:
Mum, I'm glad you're not here to see me like this. William splashed some more water on his face. The room began to sway
slightly and Wills waited for it to steady itself again. When it did, he grabbed several hand towels and wiped his face. He
combed his hair with his fingers the the best he could. He grabbed his coat which was hanging on the doorknob an threw it
over his arm. He went out into the hallway. His shoes squeaked as he walked back to the waiting room.
* *
*
"Excuse me, Sir," Nicholas tapped the shoulder of the man. He lifted the disposable camera from
the man's coat pocket and destroyed it beneath his heel. "I was taking picture's of my son's delivery," the man protested.
He cast a glance at the prince who had passed by. "You're in the wrong part of the hospital." Nicholas said. He exposed
the film and threw it in a nearby trash can.
* *
*
They ignored her. She was used to it. When you're with the Windsors, how can someone pay attention
to you? There's always another person more important to feast your eyes on. Willful Wills, Controversial Charlie, and Harry.
Kristin was grateful for her anonymity in the hospital's waiting room. If someone had decided to speak with her she was
sure she'd scream. She sat in one of the waiting chairs and did her best to be invisible. She watched Charles question the
receptionist. "How is he?... Where is he?... How soon can I see him?... He'll need to be transferred to a private room as
soon as possible." The answers seem to come so slowly. Kristin felt a headache coming on. She forced herself to be calm and
patient. The less interruptions there were from her, the faster things would get done. The faster they'd get to see Harry. Kristin
saw a boy she knew from the party. "Kristin," the boy called. He held two styrofoam cups of hot chocolate. Kris almost
knocked down a nurse running to him. "How is he?... Where is he?... Have you see him?... Is he okay?" Kristin closely parroted
Charles. This was done in hushed whispers. "He's ICU. Haven't been allowed to see him yet," Richard gestured that they
walk. "William's taking it pretty hard--" "Kris!" Charles waved her to enter a hall; the door being held open by a doctor. Not
waiting for Richard to finish, Kris rushed to Charles' side.
Richard set the styrafoam cup on the table. It was covered
in vending machine litter. Opened packages of powdered doughnuts. Cookie crumbs. Chips. Crushed soda cans. William and Harry's
friends sat around, wiping sweat from their chests and their eyes struggling to stay open. They leaned against each other
and draped themselves over the hospital chairs. "Your father's here," Richard informed Wills. "He's with that new girl
of Harry's." Kristin, Wills thought. The picture of the girl Harry had made friends with in his riding class filled his
mind. William let out a deep breath. It was because he was tired. Wouldn't that be a yawn? Yawning would be rude. "You
wanna go see him, man?" Nicholas asked, nudging Wills with his knee. He forced his mate to drink the hot liquid. William
looked up at nothing. "Only two visitors allowed at a time in the ICU..." His stomach rumbled objecting to the intruding substance.
Another trip to the toilet god seemed plausible. Nicholas cast a glance at the nurses. He set the cup down. "I'm sure they'd
let you..." "No." Richard shrugged at Nicholas worried expression. "Fine, mate." He found a space between two girls
and propped his feet on the coffee table. Everybody waited.
Kristin looked at Harry lying on the bed. How pale
he looked. Even his freckles looked pale. The royal boy's frame looked frail against the white sheets and breakably thin and
lost in the loose pale-blue hospital gown. His arm was injected with various tubes that connected him to plastic fluid bottles
and machines that had blue lines running through their screens. His head was bandaged, the start of a deep scar peeked from
under. His nose had bled and had been wiped off but there were still dried up remnants of the incident. His mouth was filled
with an intubation piece. She was afraid to touch him. Afraid to be yelled at by the doctors if she touched him.
Afraid to hurt him if she touched him. Afraid, so very afraid, that if she touched him he might die. Behind her Charles
covered his mouth with his hand. His eyes glossed over with unshed tears. He shook his head unable to speak. There he stood.
The Prince Of Wales. A father. What a humbling day it is when you find out you're not God.
She walked into the waiting
room and saw guests from the party sitting around. "I guess the party's over," Kristin said quietly. Searching for something
to do she grabbed the wrappers on the table and threw them in the trashcan. She brushed the crumbs onto a magazine cover and
trashed them as well. She shoved one boy's feet onto the floor to get to takeout burger bag. "Hey!" he objected. She
shot him a venemous look. Several people stood up ready to restrain her. Richard came to her side. "Kristin..." Kristin
stared at the empty soda cans in her hand. "Who was driving the car that hit him?" she asked to no one in particular. She
wiped her sticky hands on her thighs. Silence was her only answer. She abandoned the cans and approached a boy, hands
on her hips. "Was it you, Tommy?" She raised her tear-stained face upward. "No..." Tom said. His hands were on his sides
tightly clenched. In front of a jury it would've sounded like a guilty yes. Kristin marched toward three boys. The spaghetti
singers and jabbed her pointer finger into each of their shoulders. "You guys? Well?" They said nothing. Their eyes averted
to the hospital's white walls. The potted plant. The donated art. They couldn't look her in the eyes. "Tell me!" she raised
her hands to the ceiling. A manic smile was on her face as she surveyed the group. The corners twisted into a frown. "Because
I really want to know." She let out a sound. It was a laugh. It was a sob. "Who's responsible for Harry being in--" She cut
herself off. Her voice rose. "Who was driving the f***ing car!" The confession came from the doorway. Undisguised and matter
of fact. "I was." It was repeated again softly. "I was." Kristin raised her eyes and found confirmation in the hazel gaze
of William Windsor.
Chapter Three Kristin fancied herself in being able to read William's mind. At the very
least she's able to read his face. He didn't like the silence in the car. On the ride home... he didn't like the silence.
He wanted something to fill the void that stood between him and his father. Between him and her. Between him and everybody... William
would've asked that the radio be turned on but that would mean drawing attention to himself. He didn't want that. His eyes
met Kristin's in the dark and she looked away. The accusing, disappointed expression Kristin wore reminded William of the
way he felt inside. He touched the band-aid on his forehead and leaned back, every once in a while closing his eyes and caressing
it. Kristin glared at William in the dark. Was he feeling enough pain? Enough pain and suffering to compensate in case
Harry dies??? Was Harry feeling pain? Are you feeling any pain now, Harry? Do you feel pain before you die? The next time
William opened his eyes, they were tear-filled. Something in Kristin's heart began to hurt. No! she thought, begging weakly.
Don't look at me like that. Her jaw fixed itself so that her teeth ground against each other. Don't make me feel sad for you,
or care about you... not when you've hurt me so much! Don't make me, you SOD!!! As though William heard her and was merciful...
he looked away again. She couldn't see his face anymore. And she couldn't tell what he was thinking. It wasn't as if he
would be able to go through this night unchanged, Kristin gave him that much. She could only imagine what demons he must be
handling inside of him. He must need someone to help him battle them. Kristin thought, it just can't be me.
* * *
Kristin heard footsteps approach the bed and her heart raced... It was Harry, she thought. He's
going to wake me up. He always sneaks up on me, to scare me awake. He does crazy things like that. He'll tickle my feet...
She threw the covers off to greet him with a smile. William stood leaning on the door frame. "For a crazy moment there
I thought --" He looked at Kris in her pajamas. "-- I thought you were Harry," he said weakly. "Same," Kristin told him
honestly. She had slept in Harry's bed. It happens. William's eyes are blue. How can eyes so blue hold so much sadness
in them? Kristin asked herself. There were dark circles under William's eyes. He hadn't slept well either. He rapped door
with no particular purpose. His opened his mouth to speak. On his lips were apologies needed to be heard. Needed to be said. Charles
was breezing down the hall adjusting papers into his briefcase. "Morning, Kristin." "Morning," Kristin looked over William's
shoulder at the man. "Morning, Papa," Wills mumbled. Charles stayed focused on the girl. "Will you be visiting Harry?" "Yeah."
It shouldn't have even been questioned. "I'll go with her," William offered. Charles told Kristin. "I have a meeting
and will try to make it short." He checked his watch. "I'll be at the hospital at three. Two if possible. If he wakes up, call
me. You have the number. I'll manage to get there as soon as I can." He turned to leave. "Papa..." William pleaded weakly.
He touched his father's arm forcing him to look. Finally Charles did. "Take a bath Wills," he ordered curtly. "You reek
of alcohol."
*
* *
William closed the bathroom door
and undressed. His gray trousers first, then his blue boxers. He dumped them into the laundry basket. He unbuttoned his white
shirt. It was damp with sweat, drool... He raised it to his nose and sniffed. Wills took a step back. His father had been
right. He tossed the shirt into the basket as well. The blood-soaked tie spilt from his trouser pockets. William took his
forgotten keys out and brought the tie to the sink. The dried blood fell as rough flakes into the sink bowl. William ran cold
water over the cloth and watched the blood dissolve and streak away from the silk. He got liquid soap and rubbed it in vigorously.
He rubbed the tie against the edge of his palms. Back and forth, like an Indian with two sticks trying to make fire. Washing,
soaping, rubbing. An old fairytale his mother used to tell him when he was a kid came to mind. "Bluebeard's Wife." It wasn't
a fairytale, his six-year-old self decided after he heard it. It was a nightmare. William wondered why he was thinking of
it now. The attempt was hopeless. He tossed the tie back in the basket. It landed on his shirt. The tie left a pinkish tinge
on the white below it. Debating, William took them out of the basket and threw both ruined pieces of clothing into into the
garabage bin. He dropped tissues over them till they were completely covered. The trashbin resembled a peach ice-cream scoop
in the cup. Backing away from the sight, William got in the shower.
*
* *
It was back to being invisible
girl again for Kristin. Around her, St. James' servants, secretaries and staff answered the phone and took in faxes. Not to
imply that St. James was a compressed beehive but every time Kristin went into a room to be a lone with her thoughts she'd
pass another person who'd be on some errand or the other. All in all the people she encountered summed up to five. She passed
Charle's office. The mail had been brought in spilling onto the large oak desk then divided. Important. Very Important. Could
Be Important. One male secretary saw Kristin watching the process and smiled comfortingly. "Normal day," the smile said. What
a liar.
*
* *
"Look at that," Tom Parker Bowles
looked outside the fourth story window of Harry's private room. Reporter's camped outside of the hospitals entrance in the
rain. Huge black umbrellas polka-dotted the crowd. They were most wore professional gray. Other's subdued browns. Some wore
black. Nicholas came to his side. "They look like they're in mourning," he commented. He put the curtain back down.
*
* *
He saw his reflection in the silver
knobs of the shower. Huge nose, slitty eyes... the grotesque and distortion you'd laugh at seeing it in a funhouse mirror.
William didn't laugh. He turned on the shower and waited for the cold shower to become warm before immersing himself under
the liquid fall. He felt his hair get heavy and matted. The dry blonde locks turning to wet spotly brown in front of his eyes.
His hand moved out and turned the water off. It searched blindly, taking the rose-color soap from its holder, his hand rubbed
the scented bar in circles over his broad chest. He stared ahead at the center faucet control. He did his underarms. The water
sloshed as bubbles formed over his skin. His hands moved down to his muscular legs. Hairy. He bent over to meticulously clean
the spaces between his toes. He placed the pink soap back on the holder. He took the wash towel from where it hung on the
wall and scrubbed. And scrubbed. And scrubbed.
*
* *
"Don't tell anyone about last night,"
a guy in a gray suit told her. He thanked the person who brought his mug of coffee and took a satisfying gulp. He set it down
on the table, black and half-empty. "I have a friend--" Kris ventured to speak. The man shook his head. "My mother--" Another
negative. "Do you know what happened last night?" Kris peered at the man. "Until I do the Windsors can't have one person,
say you, expressing one emotion and another person Nick--" "Nicholas," Kris corrected. The man waved, showing irrelevance.
"-- expressing another. It can be harmful to the entire family. To Harry." the man pointed out. A female came up to his chair
and mumbled, "Scotland Yard," she side-glanced Kristin. "(cough) the breathalizer tests of William's peers..." "Oh yes,"
the man got to his feet. "Nice talking to you Kirsten." "Kristin," Kris mumbled, rubbing her neck. She looked at the clock.
Near eight in the morning. William, what's taking you so long, you bastard!
*
* *
William turned on the shower again.
A hot spray hitting his chest. The water made the colors in his reflection streak like a ruined water portrait. Closing his
eyes, William braced himself against the white shower wall, palms flat. The water puddled soapily around his feet, swimming
in a quick escape toward the drain. William felt the piercing droplets on his back. A soothing massage... Who was he kidding?
They were lashes of a whip. Tiny daggers into his flesh. Soothing all the same. William took deep breaths, the water running
down his tan chest. The water dripped into his open mouth, like rain does to an abandoned cave. William opened his eyes. I'm
not drowning, he thought as he watched the water go. I'm not drowning. He choked on the water.
*
* *
William's hair was still wet when
he went down. Someone suggested he blow-dry it."It's raining. The effort would be pointless," he responded. To a suggestion
of breakfast he grabbed a cup of coffee, but dumped it in the sink the moment their backs were turned. He saw Kirstin sitting
by herself in the living room. Maybe he shouldn't have ditched that cup of coffee. Kristin sat with her hands in her lap
and let her eyes pass over the pictures of Harry as he was growing up. Diana carrying Harry outside of the hospital. Charles
holding Harry as a baby on the balcony of Buckingham; huge blue shorts over an equally huge diaper. Harry attempting to fish,
his line getting caught in Charles' sweater. Harry watching a parade, his right shoe slipping off. Harry in the Eton uniform. "Ready
to go?" William asked Kristin. "The car's ready. Charles arranged it." Kristin told him. She grabbed her purse and was
out the door. William followed her. He understood his father's non-verbal message. Simply, it translated into: you're not
driving. Complicatedly it translated to... well, too many complications to name. William couldn't say he blamed the guy.
Chapter Three
The cat came out of nowhere. The brakes were hit and the royal black car stopped millimeters from the tiny creature. "Meow!"
it screeched, its back rising and its fur in jagged spikes that resembled an electric charge. The two teenagers in were
thrown forward, saved by the seatbelts they wore across their waists. Their backs slammed back into the leather upholstery
of the backseat. The cat pranced to the side of the car, hissed at the window, its yellow-green eyes dilating into large
black globes then shrinking back to normal size. It climbed up a tree. The capped chauffeur was breathing hard, his face
sweating. His left hand gripped the gear shift. "Are you two all right back there?" He looked into the rearview mirror.
The tall prince had his eyes closed and his lips were moving rapidly, mumbling something. THUMP. THUMP. THUMP. went William's
heart crazily in his chest. It was the background music for the black and white movie in his mind. Last night: The laughing
faces of his friends highlighted by the indoor carlight that had been on and the streetlights outside. Him looking back
of the car into the pitch-dark back window. The movement of the car slowly rolling back... Kristin was at her corner, staying
in the position the car had thrust her in. "Wills?" she called, leaning forward. The prince didn't answer. The words coming
out of his mouth seemed to be in Latin. Like a priest who was giving an ancient mass. "Wills?" she called again. Louder,
definite panic creeping in. She raised her hand. Second hesitation, then proceeded to touch his shoulder. William's eyes
flew open before she made contact. "I'm all right!" he burst out. He looked at Kristin. "I'm all right" he repeated to her
as she took back her hand. He nodded emphatically. He turned to the chauffeur. "I'm all right." The chauffeur took a moment
and started the car again. William leaned back his head angled upwards. He turned his face to the side of the window. He
saw people pointing at the car from London's sidewalks. "It's Prince William." Their mouths formed the words. He wished
he had a brown sack to hide his head in.
Charles's eyes stared in front of him without seeing anything. Last night,
Kristin had left him in the ICU with Harry. William had gone in instantly after that. How his father's heart been so glad
to see his elder son. Here was someone to share and bear his grief with, he had thought. "Papa, I have something to tell you..."
William's soft cracked voice was fresh in his mind. Tears threatened to spill from those teen eyes. Charles closed his
own eyes as he remembered the scene. They had retreated away from the bed. What William told him was done through broken whispers
and ended in, "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry, Papa." How he wanted to backhand his son after hearing it. Violently hard
and without mercy. To leave a red palm mark across that magazine published face... as a vengeance on what happened to his
younger son. Charles opened his eyes and took deep breaths. Royal decorum prevented him from acting out his desire. Instead,
he had clenched his fist, walked out on his son, and said nothing. Charles blinked. The picture in his mind didn't change.
He blinked again. Ringing... Near his hip... his cell phone. There was a text message from Camilla, but his technological
incompetence would prevent him from ever retrieving it. He placed the phone in his briefcase along with the papers he would
need to deliver his speech. "Are you sure you're all right, Your Highness?" the driver asked as they pulled into the school
grounds. The dark circles under his employer's eyes were evident. "I'm sure you can cancel. They'll understand. What you've
been through last night..." Charles shook his head and made his way to the opened door. "No. No. We're going to do this."
He nodded to the person holding the door open and made his way toward the stage.
* *
*
They pulled into the underground entrance of the hospital. The area was gated which prevented news vans from getting in.
It was dark and smelled of exhaust fumes. Entering the building, William hung his head low, the way he usually did. Kristin
took the lead and he followed. As they made their way to the floor where they've been told Harry was staying, people waiting
in the halls were reading the morning news. William's picture holding out the car keys, gripping his tie in the other hand,
gazing at the sight of Harry being taken away bannered front page. William hung his head lower. The door to Harry's room
was locked and empty save for the two nurses attending him. Tom and Nicholas were right outside. Nicholas was drooling on
his coat and Tom had his mouth open. The plain-clothes body guard which both recognized sat discreetly near the door. Kristin
approached the boys. William went to the bullet-proof window and touched the blue tinted glass. His fingers made a squeaking
sound. "Wills..." Nicholas rubbed his eyes open. Tom stretched upon hearing his friend's name. "Hey, mate," he yawned. "Any
news?" William gestured his head toward the inside. One of the nurses saw him and gave him a polite smile before returning
back to her duty. Tom shook his head. He worked out the crick out of his neck. William watched Harry on the bed. He
wanted something. A slight move in his brother's arm. Flickering of eyelids. Something. Anything. Nothing happened. "Have
you had anything to eat?" Nicholas addressed the newcomers, putting on his coat. "No," Kristin answered. William shrugged
and sat down. "Well, we're going to head down to the cafeteria. Zara and Peter said they were coming by later. Want us
to bring you anything?" William avoided looking them in the eyes. "I'm fine." He crossed his arms over his chest and held
his coat close to him. When they left he lay down on the seat in fetal position and brought his hand to his mouth. Harry,
Harry, please be all right. He stared at the door. I don't know what I'll do if you die...
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